Stress Bucket

I'm sure everyone has those moments when either time will stand still or that they can just disappear so that no one can find them. Well, that is where I am. I want to pack up the one person who doesn't stress me out and just bounce

I hate to complain about the negativity going on in my life with the current condition of the country/world. However, I need an outlet.

I believe certain things I have experienced as of late has caused a slight insomnia, neck and shoulder pain, stomach pains and an eye twitch. This leads me to believe I need to do something different. How do you determine what needs to be done differently when there are a number of things causing it? Sure, it's easy to say "do it all differently" or "don't sweat it" but it's very difficult to practice it. If I were not a caring person or a person with morals and a heart, I'm sure it would be much easier.

Within the last 2 months I've confirmed that someone who swore up and down they were my friend really isn't/wasn't. My job has been threatened on I can't eve count anymore. I've been a victim, not feeling the word victim, I've been subjected to the experience of being stolen from, having one of my friends stolen from by that particular friend's "friend" yet I was held responsible for what went down. Stupid and unnecessary beef has come from somewhere it shouldn't have come from and that person too, does not accept their own responsibility for the role that they played. Where do you seek salvation for the stresses of the world when the people you dearest to your are participating in the stress?

Can I disappear yet please?